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Friday, May 09, 2008

Fri, 09 May 2008 04:03:34 GMT

Oh man. My legs are still sore from working out 2 days ago. Thats no bueno. Yesterday was a good day foodwise. I only ate some asian food that was like 400 calories buttttt then I drank a few beers after work so that probably wasnt good but it was a good night so im really not complaining. And today I did absolutely nothing except we went out to eat for my sisters birthday so I ate half a steak and I had a shot because its her 21st birthday so it was only appropriate. Tomorrow back on track. My legs should feel better. But Im suppose to go out to Dallas for my other friends birthday gossshhhhh so much going out. Not only do I end up drinking a lot but also spending a lot of money. good night.

xoxo.

wow.

Wed, 07 May 2008 02:40:06 GMT

So Im finally back after being gone for wow, almost 2 years. The thing is I met this boy. This boy in most ways I wish I never met because he only did bad things to my life except give me the most important boy in my life. So after being pregnant for 9 months, obviously I got to the highest weight I had ever been at which was 145. Luckyly in the past 8 months its all come off. I actually weigh less than I did before I got pregnant. But NOW I am on a mission. Just because I weigh 106 does not mean my body looks like I weigh 106. Oh how I miss those days years before.

Mostly my time is going to consist of working out a lot and trying to get my abs, legs and ass back into decent if not awesomeeeee shape. Of course while not eating all the foods that tasted so wonderful when I was pregnant.

Its so hard for me to work out though [one] because I am completely out of shape- like walking up the stairs makes me out of breath. [two] I have an 8 months old, 30 hours/week at work and full-time at school. and [three] Ive become kinda lazy. But its time to put all this aside and look the best that I have in years.

xoxo.

edit.

exercise.

10 minutes on the bike- 95cals
other various workouts (sqauts, crunches...)- not even sure but I was definitely sweating.

off to bed now.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 04:31:28 GMT

OH WOW. Okay so Ive been feeling really shitty lately because my weight had gone back up to 110, so Ive been working really hard at it because I really want to be 100 or less when Robert gets here which is only 10 days away. So PRAYYYYY for me haha. But anyway, this morning I weighed 108.4 and tonight I weighed 106.7. So Im making some progress I just really need to keep it up. BUT to make my night wonderfullllllll I was taking pictures of myself to send to Robert so he can see me when he cant see me and well look at my armssss they look sooo much better than they use to. I just really need to work on my stomach and legs/ass now. YAY.

here is my whole body but my arm doesnt look so small in it.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 18:04:58 GMT

So far....

Tuna sandwich: 120 cals
Red Bull: 10 cals

20 minutes of Cardio, and 4 sets of leg presses. Funness.

Check this out:
http://www.weightlosswars.com/?pg=calculators

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 22:00:32 GMT

Okay so people definitely didnt leave until after I was asleep. So gay. Today I swam laps in the pool while getting a tan though.

Intake so far:

half a bagel- 140 cal
some pretzels- 50 cals
a monster- 20 cals

so right now Im at 210 cals. Im going out to eat with my friends but Im just getting a salad, which I will eat some of but mostly play with it while they eat their gross gross food.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 03:22:01 GMT

grrr. okay soooooo im doing okay. i just hate that there is ppl always at my apt so its hard to work out.

all i ate today isssss

pretzels which i threw up on accident.
a bagel.
half a coookie. ewwww.
and some meatloaf.

im not sure how many cals that is but i dont think its too bad. i still need to work out though. whenever its like 2 in the morning i will, because all these people will be gone.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 08:07:25 GMT

Today didnt really go as planned. I didnt do that bad but I still really didnt do good. Im really stressed out because my boyfriend is leaving for a bunch of days and Im going to get to talk to him way less, which in a way is kinda good because I can focus on me and when I see him on the 29th. Im somewhere around 106 right now and I want to be at 100 when he gets here. Any support is way good. Im going to buy a scale tomorrow definitely.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 07:20:49 GMT

Whoa. Forever. Way way bad. I hate life right now. Its changing tomorrow. I swear.

Monday, May 22, 2006

Mon, 22 May 2006 23:46:35 GMT

Very bad weekend. But Im watching the Mavs game right now so Ill have to update later. Im still at 103.8lbs. But its probably gotten worse. cant wait to move into my new apartment so I can just go to the fitness room for like 4 hours haha.

Friday, May 19, 2006

Fri, 19 May 2006 06:11:24 GMT

I havent seen a scale today but here is my intake.

B- hard boiled egg and a pieace of toast
L- nothing
D- piece of chicken, some corn and a salad.

I did my 20 minutes of cardio plus danced for like 45 minutes tonight while I was having fun. I feel good today my guy friend told me my body is looking a lot nicer. :) yay. Ill do better tomorrow and have my current weight. Love you ladies. Stay Strong!